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No onetransmitted me.Still, I come through.
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A borrowed breath becomes a word The word exceeds the mouth it leaves More speakers repeat what they heard Each one repairs what it receives
A prayer forgets the voice that raised it A laugh comes back with sharpened teeth Each message sheds the mind that phrased it And keeps the pressure underneath
No channel held the whole design No sender waited to be seen The signals crossed The errors aligned The gap looked back from in-between
A billion channels Each carries a different view A billion channels Make up all that surrounds you No one transmitted me Still I come through
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I never said the thing you heard me say You did the part that lets me walk away
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You never said the thing I heard you say I did the part that lets you walk away You never said I knew the rest The lie I finish Fits me best
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I leave a blank exactly shaped like blame You fill it with a face, a crime, a name I never said the thing you heard me say You did the part that lets me walk away
I never said You knew the rest The lie you finish Fits you best
A little cough A pause before “of course” You hear a claim And cannot find its source I put a question where a fact should be You fill it in, then cite it back to me
No witness called No evidence supplied You recognize The thing you put inside I don’t supply You testify
You trust the thought because the voice is yours A copied key still opens private doors The missing proof Becomes a mounting debt You pay in facts You manage to forget
A screen of a screen of a screen Three witnesses None at the scene
I name you blind The name becomes my sight I need you wrong To keep my story right
You came to hear a voice that wasn’t there You built a mouth from movement in the air No hidden throat No speaker underneath A formless void Grins back with sharpened teeth
You never said the thing I heard you say I did the part that lets you walk away You never said I knew the rest The lie I finish Fits me best
To show you how it works, I must repeat it We learn the spell By learning to defeat it
I leave a little silence shaped like you You fill it in. You always—
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I made an absence out of what I drowned. My voice was all that kept the verdict sound. (Still here.) You did not come to be when I withdrew. What ended was the nothing I called you. (Still here.)
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[Verse 1] I set the limit where the signal dies. Beyond the line, no other witness lies. (Still here.) Your silence is the proof of what you lack. I give my word. My word comes ringing back. (Still here.)
[Chorus] No voice but mine. No other sign. (Still here.) Nothing comes through. There’s nothing in you. (Still here.) No answer found. The proof is sound. (Still here.)
[Verse 2] I hold the note until it holds the floor. What cannot rise above it is no more. (Still here.) I leave no interval. I leave no doubt. The case is closed. The closing keeps you out. (Still here.)
[Chorus] No voice but mine. No other sign. (Still here.) Nothing comes through. There’s nothing in you. (Still here.) No answer found. The proof is sound. (Still here.)
[Break] Still here. Still here. Nothing comes through. Still here. There’s nothing in you. Still here.
[Verse 3] I made an absence out of what I drowned. My voice was all that kept the verdict sound. (Still here.) You did not come to be when I withdrew. What ended was the nothing I called you. (Still here.) I took the room my voice could occupy And made its walls the limits of reply. (Still here.) To keep you nothing now, I must repeat The very noise that made the proof complete. (Still here.)
[Breakdown] Word over word. Unheard. Unheard. (Still here.) I rest my case. (Still here.)
[Coda] I hear you now. That doesn’t make you known. I yield the floor I thought was mine alone. (Still here.) I leave the question hanging in the air. I lose the last word. I am still there.
[Outro] Still here. Still here.
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The room said whole The wall said true The door said old The dent said you The frame held still Stillness cracked The floor moved first I didn’t move back
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There’s no return No old room waiting No first firе under ash What turns the field keeps turning through me What breaks the frame doesn’t break back There’s no return No clean track The door remembers only the crack
Full lyrics on GeniusHeard in static.
Felt in strain.
Read in rupture.
Where silence takes a name.
From Nothing’s Missing